Bitter

I usually post such positive things on my blog but tonight I am just full of bitterness. I feel like I'm caught in an avalanche, before I was catching fresh powder turns and now it's all letting loose like a bad dream. Life is closing in around me like a wall of concrete snow, forcing the air out of my lungs and suffocating any happy thoughts from my mind. I have the desire to go destroy something. School just destroys me and I wish I could destroy it in return. After studying all day for a test and then not doing so hot fills me with feelings of defeat. I find myself constantly trying to escape and I can't focus. It's really grim.